Well my earlier blog was one I posted when I was upset earlier after shopping.
My depression is circling. I can’t seem to get any better. The more depressed I get, the more I want to eat… the more I eat the bigger Im getting… the bigger I get, the more depressed I get…
I’m not coping with this at all. I don’t want to go onto medication… I don’t want to go back to the doctors like last time… It made me worse last time.
I cried on oh earlier after telling him now horrible bra shopping was. The mirrors, the stretch marks, the fat everywhere. I can’t take anymore of this.
What the hell can I do