I’m really struggling with body image at the moment. I’m finding being this size really really hard. Physically and mentally.
The first image is me before coming off my contraception. Before I found out I had pcos and an insulin resistancy. Im 12 and half 12
The second is me at 14 stone. A year later. When I found out I had pcos.
The 3rd is yesterday. 16 stone. Unhappy. And hating my body.
There is nothing I can do. I eat healthily, exercise and I’m still this size. It’s depressing and makes me want to cry.
I would do anything to go back even to 14 stone. But I’m giving up my body to have a child. I will get there. I will bring a child into this world then put myself back to being first…. I hope it works like that. Because living in this body is hell.
I also miss being able to wear clothes like the first picture